The good news is that my scale told me this morning that I was 321 lbs. This is a good place to be - less than what I've been before! My official weight goes off my trainers scale however and that's probably 2-4 lbs higher (and with clothes on!)
I've changed my workout time to 5:30pm on Thursdays instead of 6:30am on Wednesdays. I've been struggling with getting up early and struggling with not wanting to workout. Both of those tend to be because I'm fighting being sad.
I had another great convention. It was especially amazing because the universe intervened and put me in Security with two exceptionally special men. I also worked with a third and while he was very cool, i didn't have the same contact with him as I did the others.
I was initially not going to do Security at all. I was set as a runner but was pulled from that by late in the day Saturday. Between waiting in the green room and having my dinner break at the same time as one of my charges, I spent several hours in fantastic conversation.
I do love a good talk!
I'm still thinking about the move and when it will be. I'm still trying to gather my money skills and keep things even keel. I need to buy a car at some point too.
Still changing, still working...never giving up...it amazes me that a year ago I was suicidal...it really does get better.
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